There are times when I am so unsure of what my heart is trying to express.
Maybe it is actually silent...
May be I am trying to force words and explanations from an internal echo, out into a vibration of sound bites for consumption.
Could it be the unity so many long for is being expressed in the harmonizing of universal discontent? Maybe it is the pulsing sound of our shared blood, spilling out of veins ripped open by the scream of a darkness unimagined in the endless expressions of man.
A fluid undulating stream of unknown proportions.
Many try to grasp its movement, to cage it with words or some supposed understanding of its origin.
Sometimes it resonates.
Sometimes it blows the border of our own pictures so wide open that we stall in the wake of such visual, spiritual, emotional chaos.
How do we re-calebrate? How do we take flight again?
The unknown is as infinite as the universe and it is incredibly easy to get lost down its rabbit hole. I have (parentheses) as my buoy.
It is the pause in my movie, the comma in my sentences, an island of observance to the story of this universe thru mine eye. It is how I choose to navigate this matrix of supposed life, to give it meaning when it looks as if there never was any.
The story is as alive as we think we are and as the author of my own, I am thankful for access to such a tool, such a teacher.
Words are Wonderful. Words are a Distraction. Words are Meaningful. Words are Powerful. Words are sHit.
This story is feeling quite static and overwhelmingly invasive right now and I am unsure that the buoy hasn't been damaged in this most recent universal storm for our hearts.
However as always, I believe LOVE will be the DNA that continues to bind us thru it all.
So until the night comes, I will sHine light thru the cracks knowing it will keep my embers warm, glowing and in wait for the stoking that is sure to come. The stoking which will ignite our embers into flames engulfing the forest of our souls & laying the foundation for new growth, new life, new story.
Stories of LOVE JOY PEACE KINDNESS GOODNESS and so on...
How will you write your story? Ride your wave? Direct your movie? Sing your song? Share your heart?
However you choose, I hope it is with